Monday, 29 October 2012
Topik hari ini: Rindu (Rindu? Kenapa?)
Why the title of my topic? Well, a lot of reasons actually.
First, I'm done with my exams. I tak tau pasal exam aku, tapi aku akan menerima keputusan yang seadanya. Aku telah berusaha, kini aku hanya boleh bertawakal. (Amin....)
Second, my family attended my brother's graduation ceremony. Ya laa, aku mana tak jealous, dah habis belajar, aku pon tak leh tunggu nak grad. (ikut schedule belajar, jangan repeat). Lepas aku habis exam, aku takde apa nak buat. Kawan-kawan yang lain, hostel merekaorang jauh dari hostel aku (when i mean far, it's literally VERY far, sampai aku terpaksa naik bas lagi). Yes, I feel very lonely, and aku rindu sangat-sangat kat kawan-kawan dan keluarga aku. Hence, the title of the post :). Hope that answers the question.
But then, I started questioning myself. Why be lonely when you have Allah S.W.T? I've been watching videos by Aiman Azlan, Mat Luthfi and Anwar Hadi. By watching their videos, i found out my definition of loneliness was shallow, and i found out that i am surrounded my circles and circles of friends (it's just me who don't go out much, safety comes first for me :D) Through their videos, I learnt a lot, A LOT, about Islam, and the new lessons that i have obtained by watching their videos,i hope that i will be able to apply them slowly. What's the point of rushing when you can actually do something slowly but not only surely, but properly as well?
I thank Allah S.W.T for the blessings and the challenges that He had poured onto me, as i believe one day all of them will be able to mould me into a stronger and mature person. Many people had said about my attitude change. Well, to those who said that I have changed, thank you very much and Alhamdulillah. However, i think of those of just small steps towards improving my life, and i am still not sure of the challenges that will be facing me in the future. However, i will make sure that i will face them with more gusto and, well, more enthusiasm maybe?
Thank you to Aiman Azlan, Mat Luthfi and Anwar Hadi for the hilarious yet inspirational videos, and also to the blogs of Aiman, Anwar and also Inche Gabbana (i hope it's not a typing error) for their posts. Ketawa tak henti-henti baca blog merekaorang sampai aku terjatuh dari kerusi (no, serious. ada sekali aku tercekik sambil minum sup aku masa aku baca blog Inche Gabbana).
Till the next blogging entry! ;)
P.S. : Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha to all Muslim brothers and sisters around the world :)